Nikola Tesla
continued....
This quantitative regime was mounting force
among academes, who were then attempting the total conversion of scientific
method. Those who would not accept the new order were compelled to depart
from academic pursuits. Tesla totally rejected these notions on the
strongest of inner intuitions. Most of his instructors would have said that
he was not University material. Tesla, sensitive to every such dogmatic
wind, rejected their thesis and sought some better means for knowing nature.
If he was to excel in engineering, there could only be cooperation with
natural force, never violence. It was clear to him that the new scientific
world-attack would ultimately lead to violent responses from nature itself.
His inner conflict expressed itself openly and
candidly, bringing young Tesla into certain disrepute among rigid University
authorities. Universities were more like military academies than places
where original thinking was conducted in open forum. Tesla challenged too
many persons of esteemed rank with probing questions for which he was given
rebuke but no real answers.
A gifted researcher and voracious reader, he
chanced upon some forgotten volumes of natural science written by Goethe.
He had not been aware that Goethe, long before he chose poetry for the
vehicle of his scientific themes, had written several magnificent tomes on
the natural world. Tesla found to his wonder that Goethe had experienced the
very same emotions. When the new scientific dogma was just in its infancy,
Goethe caught wind of it and reacted violently, even as one who stands watch
in the night.
Goethe was well aware of the new scientific
trend and its implications. The reduction of nature to forces and mechanisms
was utterly revolting to Goethe. Now, Tesla found a notable compatriot in
his experience. He secured a thorough collection of Goethe's scientific
texts and read these to the exclusion of all other philosophies. It was
through this window that we may comprehend all of Tesla's scientific
methods and later statements. For in Tesla we see the quest for communion
with nature, one based on the faith that mind, sensation, consciousness, and
ordained structure form the world-foundations. The sense-validating
Qualitative Theme again appears in Nikola Tesla. Armed with this foundation,
he was able to filter and qualify every other new study with which he was
presented. In addition, he was irresistibly drawn into the study of
electricity, the "new magick". In the following months, he absorbed the
electrical engineering courses so rapidly that he no longer attended
classes. He had taken a technical position in Budapest. Several new
intuitions had seized him. Tesla became fascinated, obsessed with
alternating current electricity. The problem he faced was considered
insurmountable. Tesla was sure that he could devise an engine, which was
turned, not by contact-currents, but by magnetic field actions alone.
The struggle toward designing such a device,
begun as a puzzling amusement, was now completely consuming his strength.
The answer, tantalizing and near, seemed elusive. Under-girding all these
efforts was the strongest desire to achieve something original, and by this,
to attain financial independence for the sake of pure research. His only
dream was to have a laboratory facility of his own.
The excessive labors and mental exertions
nearly drove him to the brink of madness. He was, for as time, seized with
strange maladies and sensitivities which physicians could not address.
Reichenbach accurately describes these symptoms, characteristic of extreme
sensitives. There come times when the neurological sensitivity of these
individuals literally transforms and processes through their being. The
emergence of these rare sensitivities affects such persons for the remainder
of their lives. Tesla found that his senses were amplified beyond reason. He
was terribly frightened at first, nervous exhaustion permeating his frail
being. Eventually learning to manage these rare faculties, he again resumed
his life. But the visions, which began in his youth, were now more vivid and
solid than ever before. When they came, unbidden, he could literally touch
and walk around them. Now also, he was equal to receiving them. He was
waiting for the revelation by which his alternating current motor would
appear.
Tesla's life came into a new focus while
walking in a park with some friends, the year 1881. It was late afternoon,
and Tesla became entranced with the sight of a glorious sunset. Moved to
indescribable emotions, he began quoting a verse from Goethe's "Faust";
"The glow retreats, done is our day of toil; it
yonder hastes, new fields of life exploring, ah, can no wing lift me from
this soil... upon his track to follow, follow soaring?"
